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How Do I Still Have This?

I made this back in 2005. I was sixteen years old, bitter, convinced I couldn't find love, hating high school, wanting to get out of Massachusetts and was friends with outsiders. I listened to Insane Clown Posse. I wanted to go into sports management. My favorite color is black. I told myself that I will never wear a skirt again and was battling the idea of God. I was straight-edge.



It's 2010. I'm sitting on my completely pink bed in my apartment in Knoxville, Tennessee. I'm turning twenty-two in three months. I am graduating on time with a degree in Theatre. I listen to Daft Punk and Kanye West excessively. I'm still semi-bitter, but only when I'm hungover. I'm done with the idea of love. I love being in school and reading. I wear shorts and skirts all the time. I hang out with different people. Religion doesn't interest me. And yes I am a proud stoner.


Where is the time going? How did I change so fast?


What about the next five years when I'm 27? Will I be in theatre or doing something entirely different. Maybe I'll be obsessed with classical. Or I could be born-again Christian that doesn't even drink?



I'm throwing out my five year plan. The only things I'm probably sticking with is moving back to Boston. Maybe. Who knows?
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Brent: Meg...I find it actually kinda hysterical...that I've known you this long and still haven't seen them...wait, what happened to Billy??

Me: I broke up with him. Can we focus back on my tits?
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A baby daddy now likes me and my fuck buddy of almost a year is moving to Lexington in less than two weeks.

Whaaaaat theeee fuuuuuck.
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Single again.

I saw the real side of my boyfriend. The side of him still obsessed about being HS king and pardon my language, redneck side.

And it was ugly.



I think I'm just going to buy a huge dildo and consider it my boyfriend for next 5 years.
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My boyfriend called some drunk guys causing drama at my party last night niggers and faggots.

I have asked him not to use those words after he called Marlon an uppity n*****.

I am beyond disgusted with him.
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World Cup

I'm happy that I am neutral about the Netherlands and/or Spain.

Then again, I don't choose a team based on the guy I'm fucking behind my husband's back.





Just saying.